Showing posts with label Confessions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Confessions. Show all posts

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Classes you say?

Alright, I know this sounds bad, but I have to admit it. It's only the second class for my subjects in Drake, and I have already started to dislike some stuffs about the lecturer. =(

Who's that lecturer you ask? Mr., oh, no, should be Dr. *ah*l *a*sa. Yes, to save myself from a little trouble, if I ever get into one, go find out the name yourself.

Why I dislike him? Well, he's teaching me, of course. He has this laziness that allows him to leave out the zero in front of a decimal number. For instance, he would write 0.098 as .098. Well, you don't see the 'amazement' here, because the dot is quite clear. But, imagine putting that dot on the white board, among other symbols, and it's just a light dot, not a clear round dot.

Another thing, he does not differentiate his unknowns' symbols with mathematics symbols. For example, in an equation t+2t+xyz=aa. He does not curl the 't', and made it looks so similiar to the addition sign +. And he expects us to scruntinize at his writings on the board and keep up with his pace. He's not even organized!! Gosh, it's bad. All I can hope now is he gets better, which probably have the probability of 0.0001. -.-'''

Another course, Information System 044. This course is a 'pain in the butt' (quoted from the lecturer). It currently teaches us how to use Microsoft Word 2007, which she thinks is so 'cool' (quoted from her again). Yes, it's not a typo, it is MICROSOFT WORD. An insult to our computer knowledge so far. Let's hope it won't be too much of an insult when it reaches the part that teaches us Excel and Access. Ok ok, I may sound bias, but no offence to those who have zero knowledge on Word.

Well, I am having a long weekend now, Monday is off and Friday is off. Monday is off because of Labor Day; and Friday is off because College of Business and Public Administration (CBPA) do not have classes on Fridays. =) First week of class and I have a long weekend break, what a relieve! =p Let's hope it will be fun. And also let's hope I won't burn too big of a hole in pocket buying some necessary stuffs. =D Shopping anyone? =p

Time to catch up on some sleep! Adioz. Zzzzzzzzzzzz... *dream of you*

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

The number 10 ... ... ... .

10 people you love. (excluding family members)
My biatch Tristin Shanley Hsu Wen Yuan. Lolz.
Adrian 'Shorty' Kuah.
Aaron 'Joker' Morris.
Foo Suan Phat.
Puvan.
Grace Chin.
Muhe.
Ching Ching.
Clara Moy.
That someone special.

10 things you want to do before you die.
Travel around the world.
Buy a fleet of luxury cars.
Have a gathering of all my friends. A. L. L.
Buy a house for my parents.
Own a few private jets.
Build a business empire.
Be with all the people I love.
Own an island, of course, with my own yatch.
Play computer games or video games on a 42'' tv with surround sound system.
Marry her.

10 things you cannot live without.
Mobile phone.
Laptop.
Internet connection.
Money.
Love.
Songs.
Friends.
Water. Just. Plain. Water.
Food. Food. Food.
Air. Hahahaa...

10 things you Love about your country.
Mamak!
Teh cina ais. Lolz
People.
Manglish.
Pirated DVD, VCD, softwares... etc
Sweet old memories.
Food.
Products of mixed culture.
Yumcha.
Rasuah? =p

10 bad habits.
Sometimes I am a little too straight forward.
Procrastinate.
Tend not to do what I dislike, even when ordered to.
Lazy.
Many in-between meals.
Curse.
Don't read.
Sleep too much.
If provoked, I will get extremely angry.
Always disturb people. Lol

10 attitudes that turns you off.
Back stab.
Dig nose in public.
Talk loudly on the phone.
Think that he/she is more superior than everyone else.
Crave for attention.
Guys who act cool, or wannabe.
Go back on a promise.
Lie without a valid reason.
Smoking, to a certain extent.
Arrogant.

10 words to describe yourself. (5 good and 5 bad)
Dumb in certain things.
Smart in certain things.
Average Joe.
Friendly.
Annoying.
Ambitious.
Over ambitious at times.
Go to great lengths to help someone.
But only selected people. Lol
Not your average Joe at times, bad Joe I meant.

10 favourite bands.
Good Charlotte.
Maroon 5.
Muse.
Simple Plan.
Linkin Park.
Fallout Boys.
Avril Lavigne.
Justin Timberlake.
Timbaland.
Nelly Furtado.

10 most prized possessions.
My laptop.
My mobile phone.
My Nike bag.
My glasses and shades.
My shoes.
My memories.
My friends.
My family, of course.
Some souvenier.
My smelly pillow and bed and bolster and blanket.

10 people to tag.
Grace Chin.
Tristin Hsu.
U-xinn no point lah, since kena tagged ady. Lolz.
Malaz to think.
You.
You.
You.
You.
You.
You.

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Neighbors, a pain in the arse or a helping hand in bad times?

There's one thing about living in a terrace house which defines heaven or hell -- neighbors. Sometimes, you get a taste of both heaven and hell!! Lolz.

Well, unfortunately for me, I've got a taste of both.

At first it was heaven. Everytime we happen to meet anyone of their family in the front yard, we greet each other, occasionaly stop what we were doing just for a light hearted chat. Whenever they have kenduri, we were invited. Of course, my mum doesn't want to organize any party herself due to the tedious work, therefore we never invite them to any party at our house. =p Sharing stuffs and some times cooking a little extra for each other was nice.

But, after a few years, things start to take a down turn. Sharing of food gradually vanish; chats become lesser; even greetings were limited! Well, not that we don't want to greet them, just that whenever we greet them, we get a cold stare. Therefore, ignorance is best at times. It was then that all the negative traits of this neighbor start to show.

No more helping hand at taking in the clothes whenever rain comes; very limited greetings; they even send an anonymous letter to my opposite neighbor claiming that they were too noisy with the piano! (well, my opposite neighbor asked around who send the letter and they indirectly admit it was them.)

The worst of all was the offensive odor they were sending out. I don't actually know what they cook, but whenever they start to fry things, the stench is unbearable! Even my other neighbor couldn't stand it! (I am not alone, you see. =p)

Besides the cooking, both the father and son smoke ciggarettes like a chimney during winter. Therefore, we as a victim, could only enclose ourselves in our house to avoid inhaling second hand smoke.

There are a thousand more negative images for them, but I guess it's not worth ranting it out here. Fortunately for me, I am leaving this house in 11 days, to a foreign land where I shall make home for at least two years. Looks like this neighborhood image is tainted by a single bad apple. I wonder what will happen when I leave. Sigh.

Monday, July 2, 2007

Updates

NOTE : part of this post may be boring; part of this post may be offensive; and most of this post is just crap, so don't blame me for not warning you. =)

I had my History 1 mid term today. If I base it on how he marked our test 1 previously, I wouldn't dare say I screw it or not; if I base it on how I answered, then I would say I more or less screwed half of it, because the first question was just plain crap. Anyway, it's over and let's just forget it a while till it comes back.

Borges finally started the trials, right after our mid term. Well, I didn't get the same group as my previous trials, but I must say I am pretty impressed with this group of people I will be working with. What I've learnt so far is that each of them has their own character, some outspoken; some with great ideas; some help behind the scenes type, so on so forth. Haha... Ok ok, these are my first impression of working together with them, and I am almost certain that it will be better than my first impression. You know, sometimes it's just that feeling that something will turn out wonderful. LOL

Ok, enough of classes and college. Let's move on to something else. Oh, my baby is back! So so happy. Don't know who's my baby? See for yourself then.


Oh, how cute right? Yes, my baby, I wish! Haha... He's my cousin sister's baby. Too bad I can't meet him. He's in Australia. =( Ok, my baby. Here you go.

Hahaa... What were you thinking of? =p

I was watching some cantonese drama just now, and this thought suddenly came to my mind. Girls. What about them? Well, some of them can just be so so cruel; so selfish. As a cantonese line say, hou teng lui yan, mmm hou teng looi yan. Loosely translated: good will be girl, not good will cause trouble. This term was coined because girl and cause trouble to someone else sounds similiar.

Well, I am not saying all girls are bad. There are some girls who will be your best friend but never lover; some girls whom guys wants to show off as girl friend but not wife; some girls who are silly but cute and adorable; some girls who every guy wants to have but not every guy have the chance to, such as Jessica Alba. Well, there are a whole lot of other types of girls which I can't list them here due to space concerns. But, I would just like to think of girls as someone whom I can love, somone whom I can treasure... I am leaving Malaysia soon, and here comes the song When you're gone by Avril Lavigne. Not that I dislike the song, in fact, I love and adore that song. Just that when I play that song and think of her, I just can't help feeling sad. And after a few times, I even think of my family when I listen to that song! Gosh, can really cry if I want to! =\

Anyway, I think I am going to cuddle up my smelly bed soon. Got to catch up on sleep. I have been feeling very tired lately, not sure it's playing basketball too frequently or the weather. Ciaoz.

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Girls, love or hate? Or love AND hate?

Well, I don't know it is just me or not, but I seem to notice more and more female smokers lately. And, AND, most of them are actually quite pretty! OMG!!

I just can't understand it! Why do they have to smoke? I bet they do know that it shortens their life, yet they still light up and puff like a chimney in winter. Sigh.

Back to the point that they are actually quite pretty. Yes, I must admit that they are pretty, but yet they are not pretty enough to the point where smoking is permitted to me. To me, except that you are so pretty till your face start appearing in billboards and magazine cover, something like America's Next Top Model, then I would understand why you smoke. It is due to the stress posed to you. Some may say that smoking does not ease the stress, but to me, that pretty face might just be enough to erase the fact that you smoke. =p

Too bad, I have not seen (face to face) any girl here in Malaysia that is so so captivating; so so pretty till she can be the next top model. Blame me that I don't visit clubs and bars, but that will be stereotyping all models and local celebrities as people who frequent these places, won't it be?

Anyway, it isn't for me to judge them, is it? It's their own life, and they themselves will suffer or enjoy it, therefore it does not matter to me that much, does it? Unless she is my girlfriend/wife then it will be a different case, wouldn't it? If only we can order our partner like how we choose to custom make a car or shoe or whatever.

*dreams* I would love to have a... long haired, captivating eyes, cheeks that is similiar to those few lucky friends of mine (no need to maintain yet no pimples whatsoever!!), probably with dimples? Someone who is confident with her body, you know, don't always complain that she's fat or whatsoever. Someone who knows how to dress appropriately (according to occasion that is), etc etc... *slap*

Oops!! I wonder too much didn't I? Sorry! Gosh!! I sound so... perverted! So... evil! I don't mean to, and I don't want to! I think everyone might just love the idea or choosing or customizing their partner like what they do for cars or house or whatever, am I not right? I do treat girls (and guys of course!) with utmost respect. Trust me, I don't treat girls like they are just another asset or anything. Girls are wonderful, aren't they? Without them, I wouldn't be here crapping! =p Yeah man, girls rock! Love them! Hahaha...

Anyway, if this post offend you or anything, do tell me. Comment or a message at the side, I might justify my stand, or might as well take this down. Hahahaa... So long, adioz!

Monday, June 4, 2007

Top 10 coolest job

I have composed a list of top 10 coolest job almost everyone, ok ok, just me and maybe some others, that will want to have. Here goes!

  1. Be a racer. Never mind if it's F1 or Moto GP or Super GT, whatever! Just a full time professional racer. Live life in the fast lane babe! =p
  2. Be a sports professional, and for me, NBA basketballer. That will be so goddamn cool, don't you think so? All the time just shoot, dunk, train, play, thrash oponents.
  3. Be a full time blogger. Yes, this is one of the amazing job too! Click on the link which says "Nicole" on the sidebar. She is a full time blogger now. I want that too!! Don't you think it's wonderful? Sit around the whole day and just blog, crap whatever you want to. Love it!
  4. Be a professional shooter. I have to admit, I always dream of holding some cool looking sniper, aiming at some crooks, gun them down, save the day, most of all, EARN BIG BUCKS! =p
  5. Be someone who can predict the stock market so well that failure is not a word in my dictionary. I would be extremely rich, won't I? Just sit in front of the computer and start trading shares, earning millions in a minute. =p
  6. Be a hacker. Yes, hacking is always been associated with negative images, but hacking is a good profession too! Without hackers, you wouldn't have anti-hacking softwares! =p
  7. Be a photographer who travels around the world, at my company's expense, of course! Wouldn't it be great to travel the world as your job, all expenses paid, and just to produce some images at the end of the day? Lovely... ^^
  8. Be a successful stock broker. I like the idea of buying property, then selling it off for a higher price, earning how much I can persuade people to buy it. =)
  9. Be a pilot! I have always dreamt of being a pilot. It's so darn cool to walk out of the plane in those uniforms, with all people respecting you. Too bad I can't achieve this already. I am short sighted. =(
  10. Be a professional gamer. Yes, those people who hogs the computer/PS2/PS3/Wii/XBox, whatever, for 24/7. Well, not exactly. My idea of a professional gamer is those who play games to win competition, and get sponsored by joining competitions. Something like what Korea is doing massively. Imagine yourself playing C&C 3 or CS or DotA with millions o people watching and cheering you. That's what you call professional gamer, isn't it?

Okay, that's the top 10 coolest job I can think of now. I do hope I can get one or more of it. I ain't that greedy am I? =p

Yeah yeah, I know I should be studying for my History 1's test 1 this coming Thursday. But but, this is my last sem! Let me enjoy a little more wouldn't be asking too much, would it? Anyway, I am playing basketball in college tomorrow evening too! Let's see how I go along with my History 1's studies later, ok? Heheh -peace brother- =p

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Confessions

Here are some confessions about me.

  1. I have made some decisions which I regret later.
  2. I hate eating alone!! lolz
  3. I hate tmnet streamyx. Freaking slow broadband network!!
  4. I have lied about my feelings before.
  5. I had a crush on someone whom I should never had.
  6. I have fake studying before. (to my parents of course)
  7. I hate chain emails or messages.
  8. I eat a lot. A lot!!
  9. I do feel like beating up someone some times.
  10. I have regreted not saying "I love you" and also regreted saying "I love you".
  11. I want to be rich!! lolz
  12. I am lazy. Extremely lazy!!
  13. I have been involved in a fight before.
  14. I do some times think I am not good enough.
  15. I recently kept an extra change given by mistake!! Gosh, evil...
  16. I have pierced my left ear. And I want a new ear stud. =p
  17. I have skipped classes and came late for classes.
  18. I have dyed my hair, but with parent's consent. =p
  19. I love purple. Shit, sounds gay. =\
  20. I spent a lot. Damn, need to save more!! =p

Lolz. I have that many confessions?! Gosh, there's still more which I shall not publish here. Thanks god I am still alive to tell myself of all these!! Hahaa...